indifference.

Well, I leave in just a couple of days. Thursday, to be exact; and I'll be in Spain on Friday morning at 7. Yet, I still don't feel like I'm going anywhere. I've been trying to spend as much time with John as possible, with the people I love, and I've even said goodbye to a few people I adore, and strangely, emotions haven't overcome me. Ok, there have been slip-ups, but 4 weeks ago, I was more emotional thinking about leaving than I am with just two days to go until I get on an airplane that I won't get back on until December 21st. I guess I won't realize how my life will change until my plane takes off.

I'm scared of the unknown, but excited for it as well. I don't know what's going to come my way, but I plan on embracing it and making the most of it. Wish me luck!