newbies

work done by cooper @ nemesis, iowa city.

just a few things...

these are just a few things i would like to do in the next few months, or 6 or 12. or just sometime in the relatively near future:
make valentine's day cards/score some of these very cool letterpress letters/make a) vegetarian chili b) tortilla espanola c) chicken tortilla soup (minus the chicken)/design fabulous jewelry/create an etsy account to sell said fabulous jewelry (b/c john claims that he's not going to work past the age of 25 and i have to be his sugar mama - ha)/teach myself to wire-wrap/purchase this rothko print and get it framed (this very "violet, green and red," from 1951, not its successors) for our new dc apartment/eat lower down on the food chain, use glass instead of plastic, and bike instead of drive/purchase a macbook to replace my junky gateway AS A GRADUATION GIFT to myself/saunter over to cooper's place and get the two tattoos i designed/make reservations at the motley cow cafe for a pre-valentine's day celebration/and lastly, send the good vibes to southwest iowa .

i've decided to really put some effort into creating lovely new jewels...so here's what i've come up with in the last couple of days:

as long as the ideas keep coming, the jewels will keep flowing.

boho

this is a look i must perfect:

i seem to find myself trying to fast-forward my life...
[moving to d.c., designing, working, living, meeting new people, spending time with old friends, just starting a new chapter]

[deep breath] phew.

i need to be grateful and excited about the months ahead of me...for the 'free-time' that will (so i've heard) become essentially non-existent come late spring.

ideas need to start brewing and then i'll be able to enjoy it. but as of late, artistic inspiration has been lacking. you could say that i'm in a 'funk,' just waiting for it to pass and realizing that i need to be proactive.

apt day-dreaming

life as we know it (or don't).

so, it's gone from living in spain (or france), chicago, d.c., portland, d.c., philly, and now finally, back to d.c. except this time, it's for real. john and i realized we needed a plan - i'm done with college and he's done in a mere 5 months. i've gone from worrying about the essay test in the class full of history majors (which i am not), writing page upon page, full of b.s. and anything i can remember of my notes from my semi-photographic memory to stressing about writing the perfect 1/2 page cover letter that's going to leave an impression on the city arts people and corcoran. i guess we never realized how quickly it actually approaches you, that thing called the "real world," full of grown-up jobs, apartments not in the same city as your parents, insurance other than your parents, car-less and bike and public transportation-full. it's a scary thing, trying to figure it all out...and i definitely don't have it all figured out. i just know that we're (john & i) moving to d.c., finding a place larger than 600 sf with hardwood floors and lots of windows so i can fill it with beautiful old furniture, monogrammed letter cut-outs, photos and books, hanging with mary beth & said, eating, drinking and being merry...and working our asses off to afford it all. i cannot wait.

starting fresh.

let go of the petty stuff that is seemingly ruinous. love more. love deeply. be open, ready, willing to start fresh. drink more wine. indulge in good food. be more spontaneous. don't take myself so seriously. breathe...deeply. embrace a more healthy lifestyle {yoga, cycling, walking, h20, etc}. be a constant source of positive energy. smile often. laugh always. be grateful for amazing friends and family. embrace life and all that is has to offer. invest in my creative outlets. enjoy.



other noteworthy events: i am a very recent college graduate, with my entire future ahead of me...currently searching for what i think will make me happiest, prepared for both failure and success, disappointments and excitement. and the holidays were oh-so-lovely, full of the stress and fun that comes along with them. and of course, panda hats. really, ridiculously adorable panda hats. {anticipate photos}

so, here's to 2008, ya'll.